Saturday, November 22, 2003

So...a friend of mine, who's now in Ottawa, asked me to blog cuz I haven't blogged in a long time. Well, what to write? I don't know what to write because I have nothing happy to say. I'm...devastated. And I can't even say the reason why. Everything was always so secretive that I can't even share my grief now with anyone.

I'm dying inside. It's hard when you lose something you had. It's even harder when you lose something you thought you had but was never yours in the first place.

*sigh*