Feeling...sad...I had to put Kobe down today...I know it's for the best and he's supposed to be in a better place now but I can't help but miss him. I walk out of my bedroom expecting to hear him get up and greet me but he's not there and he'll never be anymore. I wish I had someone there with me so that I didn't have to do it alone. He just went so easily...so fight, no crying...he didn't even move...I don't know...you expect something or someone dead to somehow look different but he looked the same...that made it so much harder to let go. I wish I could have a private cremation and take his ashes home...too bad my parents don't want that.
Going...
Tuesday, April 22, 2003
"And you are...?" "fei" You just gotta be there.
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- Name: j.why
- Location: Markham, Ontario, Canada
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