This is my space and these are my thoughts

I've been in a deep sleep the last few weeks and I finally woke up last night. I had the most wonderful dream that was also my worst nightmare. Everything happened so quickly that it is all a blur, but when I slow it down and really look at it, I can see everything that happened, all the details, every little movement. Knowing that it happened makes me smile but knowing that it ended makes my heart cry out. I want to let go, I need to let go, but I can't bring myself to do that. I know I'm just torturing myself but I can't bring myself to stop.

posted by j.why @ 1:59 AM