This is my space and these are my thoughts

wow...i was up until 5:30am this morning working on my econ and in the end, i still did not have enough notes. darn fiona for writing forty pages of notes! it's so bad looking putting ur 10-pages stack of notes on top of her folder of 40 pages plus additional photocopies. ah well...i hope ms. rine doesn't mark by comparing works of her students. besides...if she did...i should still get at least 80% if Shaz got that with her notes.

i opened my first bank account today! haha! i have finally entered the twenty-first century! woohoo! lol. not as complicated as i thought it would be. woulda liked to do it at CIBC but ah well...TD is still good, right?

anyways...the day's been...interesting to say the least. the morning and afternoon were okay. i lived it in semi-happiness/semi-worriness. honestly, out of all of my friends, there are none i know that can retreat as much into isolation as peter can and it concerns me. Even I, Ms. I-keep-every-secret-to-myself, let out my emotions by blogging or talking to people. *sigh* I hate being such a worry-wort about people.

anyways...my evening cheered up! i finally had another get-together with my girls! aw...i never see them anymore! i'm always hanging out with my guys and aw....never see the girls. but the weird thing is...they all go home so early! it's midnight and i'm home already! like...what? anyway...it seems as though whenever us girls decide to have a girls-night-out, it never really works out perfectly. mich and jess decided that they wanted to have a double date! tonight of all nights! hehe...i can just imagine the conversations brad and justin will have (silence *crickets chirping in the background*), and of course, justin will have his signature little grin and giggle. also...the girls-night-out was tainted with the presence of a guy! like...ahh! hehe...naw...Mike's cool...we understand u didnt' know what to do with him after you guys went to the mall! lol. wow...moxie's...never believe a waiter when he tells you that the large is not very big and the small is very small. they lie! they just want ur money! i admit, the food was good! and that's why i didn't wanna waste it all! good ting tiff wong was there and her minute overdone steak didn't fill her up!

ugh...how stupid of me. i was stuffed to the brink and yet, i got a caramel toffee delato at second cup. now, i have a tomach ache and my hands are so stiff and numb from holding the cup! u cannot imagine the difficulty i am having typing this blog.

ok...i need to see my girls more often. i miss them all so much! hey...i still love my sons but they must learn to be independent now! especially since one of them has a girlfriend now! a girlfriend who ditched her girls so that she could go double dating with michelle, who ditched us too! besides...if ur father is allowed to ditch u guys...i'm allowed to too, right? besides...it was only temporary.

i wanna sing k! dumcat! i wanna sing k! hm...shoulda signed up for the k contest. show everyone that a CBC can win at the competition, wahahahahaha!

aw...i wanted to take a card with tiff y and tiff w today but just as we got to jips, they were closing! aw....we coulda still taken it but the rest of the girls hadn't shown up yet. ah well...next time, next time. *sigh* it'll prolly be another 2 months before we get together again.

does anyone remember those portable planetariums that used to go around to the elementary schools? u had to crawl through this tunnel to get into the dome and it's pitch black inside until they turn on the stars. *sigh* i miss those days. i miss listening to the legends about orion chasing ursa major and ursa minor and other constellations. maybe one day, someone will accompany me to the planetarium downtown? honestly...when (more like if) i ever a bf, i'm gonna make him go up to cottage country with me to watch the stars. i haven't been up there since 8th grade but i still remember how beautiful it was. *sigh*

honestly...when you see the milky way and the millions of stars, your life just seems so...trivial. it's almost as if, in such a large place - the whole solar system, the whole galaxy, the whole universe - what importance do your problems hold when they seem so insignificant when compared to everything else? it's honestly so peaceful to sit by a lake and just look up. when i'm older and can afford it, i'm so getting a cottage. my own place to go to watch the stars and escape the stresses of the daily grind.

anyway, i never seem to make it to my point. remember when i asked a while back, what other constellations were there...has anyone found any? any at all? ah well...i betcha no one bothered checking. ah well...

anyways...au revoir, bon nuit.

ugh...i hafta call my kids' parents tomorrow...poo...i hate talking to parents. ok...tah tah.

ciao, aloha, au revoir, zai jian, good bye, sayonara and all that.

posted by j.why @ 12:30 AM